Jordyn Monico

[remy]

♥ Jordyn Kay Monico ♥
⇒ Unique ⇒ Playful ⇒ Sensual ⇒ Thrilling⇐


Photo made by Remy

[remy]

♥Penny for your thoughts♥

Distance makes the heart grow fonder...

You never know how much you loathed someone until they're
gone...

I'm pretty sure that's not how those sayings go, but for me they make sense and they are pretty spot on. I've never had time to simply sit back and think about my life before climbing aboard the Nike. Yes, it was full of adventures, of love and the occasional healthy laugh, but was I really happy? In retrospect I can honestly say I wasn't. I was waiting for happiness to arrive and it never did. I didn't realize how much my life sucked until I stopped living it. Valerie made my life hell. The constant tug of war--the hoping that one day I'd wake up and all the pain and doubt would be gone. It never disappeared. Not until I left that is.

I've never been happier. Independence is like fresh, Autumn air. I can't see it, but like some old film said, I can definitely feel it.

I live now to please myself. Whatever I want I will take. Gone are the days when I sat back waiting for things to happen. This is my life. I alone hold the reigns.

♠ Jordyn ♠